MOVE FORWARD, you nimwit!

This is a self-motivational entry. If you choose to complain, click the X button at the far right end of the window. Thank you!

Berubahkah aku, hanya bila ada sesuatu?
Terus aku pulang pada sikap sebelum ku berubah,
Hanya sekadar sesuatu, tak berapa lamapun itu,
Jarang ku terendap dalam sikap di mana kuberubah.

Tuhan, aku hanya manusia,
Mudah berubah lagi dalam sekejap,
Tuhan, aku ingin berubah,
Dan ku bertahan dalam perubahanku.

The first step towards improvement is wanting to change. The next step is to actually change. But the hardest part is, to keep on trying to change for the better. Istiqamah is a gift to those who persevere, so be strong!

Kak H: ada juga. once in awhile... you miss your old days, when there were a lot of things you can do without the feeling of guilt
Kak H: but then, kalau harini kita kembali buat benda tu.......it will be accompanied with guilt......sbb skrg kita sudah tahu ia tak betul sebenarnya
Kak H: kalau kita ikutkan perasaan itu dan buat benda jahiliyyah yag kita rindui itu....percayalah.....takkan rasa hepi juga, sbb ia akan diiringi rasa guilty
Kak H: tidak seperti dulu.
Kak H: so....if we follow that feeling.....kita tidak akan hepi juga.
Kak H: bila sampai stage macam kita skrg arifah
Kak H: maka......there is no turning back......
Kak H: because.......
Kak H: if we turn back....believe me......kita TAKKAN hepi pun
Kak H: skrg kita rindu benda2 jahiliyyah tu....kita tak hepi.....
Kak H: tapi kalau kita buat, kita takkan hepi jugak
Kak H: so now......we have no other choice but to move forward
Kak H: walau apapun godaannya........the only way yang kita akan rasa hepi skrg.......
Kak H: ialah dgn MOVING FORWARD....willingly
Kak H: huhu
Kak H: if kita stay dgn perasaan rindu jahiliyyah ni.......kita tak hepi...
Kak H: if kita turn back pun......tak hepi juga
Kak H: the only way left then for us.......is forward....
Kak H: we've no option. at our stage arifah.......there's no turning back...kak faham je perasaan tu..
Kak H: tapi i figured out.....i have no other option left..
Kak H: except forward.

Forgive me O Allah, for I have sinned. But lets move pass that shall we? And strive to be better! Fastabiqul khairat.