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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Sincerity needs no explanation.

I have been asking myself lately, if I should care about what people think of me and try to squeeze myself into a stereotype. I feel like I'm evolving into a new person, a better person I hope. But at the same time, I wonder if people see me the way I see myself.

If the way people see me doesn't suit into my so called perception, will it affect the emblem of life that I am carrying? If I strive to be a good Muslim in its truest sense, will people still see me the way I want them to or will their impressions be affected by the cliche of common people? Will these biased judgments then influence their view of Islam itself?

No one can evaluate how sincere one is. I just hope I am sincere. I pray that, if Allah thinks I am, my sincerity does not falter midway and that Allah will keep me steadfast on this true path. God knows how fickle the heart can be.

"The (true) believers are those only who believe in Allah and His messenger and afterward doubt not, but strive with their wealth and their lives for the cause of Allah. Such are the sincere ones." (49:15)

Monday, April 07, 2008

A short note to self.

I am now finding my true potentials. But I must always remember that all these came from Allah, the Ultimate Provider.

In the end, the hereafter is the everlasting life.

And I am aiming for that life, not here.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

The heart says it is time to stop, rewind and fast forward.

Time reflects the essence of life. Man tend to disregard the past for the arrogance that they were born with thought them to be self-sufficient. And that very fact has become the pit fall of civilization itself.

I experienced the PRU12 in a daze. Shocked yet relieved. Relieved by the fact that for once in the history of my beloved country, justice has shown its true face.

But a few days after, doubtfulness bequeath me. Conflicting thoughts crept into my mind. And chaos catches the steeping calmness of my heart.

Are we in reality equipped to face this challenge? Is this a test from God? Will the curse of arrogance bring us down again?

The time has come. This is the time to reflect. The time to move forward. The time to think beyond what is in the now. To work harder than before. To have the courage to LIVE the TRUTH!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Take a leap of faith

When you feel you are tired,
Of becoming a puppet,
To mere expectations,
Take a leap of faith.

When you think you've had enough,
Of succumbing yourself,
To petty desires,
Take a leap of faith.

When you think,
You have no one to turn to,
Take a leap of faith,
And turn to Allah.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Finding Myself



Raheem Merciful
Kareemun Generous
Adeem Magnificient
Aleemun All-knowing
Haleem Forbearing One
Hakeemun Perfectly Wise
Mateen Firm One

Mannan Benefactor
Rahmaanun Beneficient
Fattah Opener
Gaffarun Great Forgiver
Tawwab Accepter of Repentence
Razzaqun Provider
Shaheed Witness

Allahuma salli ala Muhammad wa ali Muhammad
O GOD send Your Peace and Blessings on Muhammad and his family

Ya Muslimeen sallu alayhi
O Muslims send your peace and blessings upon him

Allahuma salli ala Muhammad wa sahbi Muhammad
O GOD send Your Peace and Blessings on Muhammad and his companions

Ya Mu’mineen sallu alayhi
O Believers send your peace and blessings upon him

Lateef Subtle One
Khabeerun All-Aware
Sami’ All-Hearing
Baseerun All-Seeing
Jaleel Sublime One
Raqeebun Watchful
Mujeeb Responsive
Gafuur All-forgiving
Shakuurun Apreciative
Waduud Loving One
Qayuumun Sustainer
Ra’uuf Most Kind
Sabuurun Most Patient
Majeed Most Glorious One


Allahuma salli ala Muhammad wa ali Muhammad
O GOD send Your Peace and Blessings on Muhammad and his family


Ya Muslimeen sallu alayhi
O Muslims send your peace and blessings upon him

Allahuma salli ala Muhammad wa sahbi Muhammad
O GOD send Your Peace and Blessings on Muhammad and his companions

Ya Mu’mineen sallu alayhi
O Believers send your peace and blessings upon him

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
La Ilaha illa hu There is no GOD but ALLAH
Al Maliku The Sovereign Lord
Al Quddusu The Holy One
La Ilaha illa hu There is no GOD but ALLAH
Arrahmanu The Compassionate
Arraheem The Merciful

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
Ya Rahman irham da’fana
O COMPASSIONATE, have mercy upon us

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
Ya Ghaffaru ighfir dhunubana
O GREAT FORGIVER, forgive our sins

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
Ya Sattaru ustur uyubana
O CONCEALER, conceal our faults

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
Ya Mu’izu a’izza ummatana
O BESTOWER OF HONOUR, value our Ummah (nation)

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
Ya Mujibu ajib du’aana
O RESPONSIVE, grant us our supplication

Allahu Akbar GOD is The Greatest
Ya lateefu ultuf bina
O SUBTLE ONE, be gracious to us

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Am I all that I can be?